Welcome to the forums!

You probably won't get much response in the blogs. Perhaps Anger Management forum, or Anxiety?

I suffer from a lot of anxiety and I notice my tolerance for even small things such as you describe, goes down to nothing, when my anxiety spikes....

I never considered my momma would pass. But she did- and now all I can do is think how I'm next. It's hard not to feel despair, but somehow we have to find something that will work for us, if we want to enjoy anything out of life. I struggle with feelings of hopelessness, also.

Consider posting this is Sexual Abuse forum....

And, yes.

Well, instead of the blogs, you might want to think about posting in open forum. But I'm not sure where. Perhaps a start in Living With Mental Illness forum, and then go from there.

I have dabbled, over the years, with maladaptive daydreaming... but not to that extent.

If you're really wanting responses.. the blogs are hit and miss with interaction- think about posting in forum. Perhaps in Depression or Bipolar, to see what folks think....